That is the theme for 2010 for me. 2009 was absolutely the worst year of my life. I am not being dramatic when I say this. I had so many crappy things I had to deal with. I felt every negative emotion imaginable. I suffered depression. I gained all my lost weight back. Even the highlights like finishing a marathon felt like nothing. That's how bad it was. I felt like there was a big, dark cloud hanging over me all of the time. Now, I know that just because the year changed doesn't me my life magically will. But, I have hope and faith that this year will be better. I have a better attitude and things are starting to look up. I am healing and can look back on certain events without the sting that it once held. Ian is recovering and we are seeing glimpses of the boy he can be. He's starting a new school and he has a new chance to learn and grow. I have the tools I need to be healthy again and I might even run another marathon. I just feel like the future looks bright...a new year, a new chance. I am just thankful to have another chance. Come on 2010, bring it on!
Saturday, January 2, 2010
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That is a great attitude! It is nice for another chance! :D
Angi, you're so good at seeing the Silver Lining in the storm cloud. Although the calendar doesn't magically change circumstances, I know with certainty that some years have been dark and followed with light!
I hope it's a different year for you! I hope Ian keeps improving. I hope we get a chance to run together. And I hope you keep sharing your hope and faith. You are amazing!
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