This little cutie is Eva. The big fat lady holding her is me. Wow. That is all I could think when I saw this picture. I stared at it a long time not really recognizing myself. I don't think of myself this big. I mean, I know I am overweight but wow...I never really realized how much. I ran a marathon at this weight and can keep up in aerobics classes and feel like I am a young, fit person. This picture tells another story. Really, I don't know what happened but I do know that I've spent the last year battling some demons and I haven't quite been myself. I feel like I am getting better emotionally/mentally and I need to get myself better physically too. I know I've mentioned it more than once on this blog and so you're probably thinking, why will this time be any different? It will and that is all I can say. I've had an epiphany of sort and it took looking at that picture to make it happen. If you want to follow along you can check out my running blog which will now become my weight loss/running blog...if I can get the motivation to update it!
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Wow
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2 people not afraid to say something:
Angi you're beautiful, and you'll always be beautiful n o matter how much you weigh. I definitely know the feeling of not recognizing oneself and not feeling good about the way you look. I would love to go on the weight loss journey with you. Everything is better with a friend at your side :)
Angi, you crack me up! All of us have not so flattering pictures. But I don't think this is as bad as you think. I don't know why, but sometimes camera's are cruel. Just check out the picture of me on Santa Monica Beach in February. My legs are HUGE spread out agains the sand. I looked at that and had to say, it can't be that bad in 3D.
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