Getting back to normal

Well, as normal as normal can be right now. I'm feeling much better after my near mental breakdown this week. I've realized how much pressure I put on myself and how I take on more than I can handle. I've delegated, or rather, gotten some help for some of my work responsibilities,I've sought out babysitters for Owen while I work, I've pushed back a daycare inspection, my house is still clean thanks to my dear sister and I've realized that I need to stop internalizing every little event that happens each day. I am not supermom. I am human. I make mistakes. I get frustrated. I get tired. I get angry. And...it's ok. My kids aren't perfect either. They make messes. They fight. They cry. They whine. And...it's ok too. I loved Pres. Monson's talk about enjoying the journey. I know that I've hurried my life on so many times that I've missed out on things. It's time to start walking a little slower, talking a lot less and listening more. It's time to enjoy these crazy days and my crazy life because before I know it, it will be gone.