So, maybe you noticed, maybe you didn't but I didn't post any pictures of me in the last two posts. Yes, there were some taken of me but when I looked at them today all I could do was cry. I don't know what happened to the person I used to know. I've been trying really hard to find myself the last few years with very little luck. I've had so many false starts with weight loss. I've become so discouraged. I've binged. I've starved. I've exercised. I have become a stranger to myself. I stood on the scales today. I am at an all time high. I struggled to get dressed. I was out of breath walking up the stairs. Something has to change. I decided to sign up for a half marathon. It's done; I am committed. I decided to go back to weight watchers. I signed up online. It's done; I am committed. I am going to start up my training blog again and I would love for you to join me. I am making it private however. It's going to be real and It's going to be raw. It'll be so much more than a diet and exercise blog. It will be my therapy. I am going to put myself out there in away I never have before. Therefore I'd really like to know who's reading it! It will be very personal but I hope it will help me find the person I've been searching for, the one I used to know. If you would like an invite leave me a message here or email me and I would be happy to send you one!
P.S. Here are the pictures. If I'm gonna get real, I'm gonna get real. Besides, most of you see me in person and they will come as no surprise to you!
2 people not afraid to say something:
Ummm. you know that I want an invitation, right? What 1/2 marathon did you sign up for? I'm just catching up and you are so lucky to have gotten away for a bit. And what a nice place to stay. I know I tell you this a lot, but you are amazing! I love ya!
I want an invite when you do this blog too. We are in the process of getting healthy and ripped and I would love to exchange ideas and motivation because its HARD and it SUCKS!
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