To say that I'm under a little stress would be a huge understatement. I am on the verge a full on break down. My back, although a little better, is still causing me grief. I can now function but I feel pain constantly and need to rest often. I just don't know how I can run 26 miles. At this point, I don't how I can run across the street. I am hoping to get a few physical therapy appointments in between now and Saturday and see if I can make any improvements. On top of this stress I've been thrust into the work world again. My cousin Lindsay had her baby Sunday and I am filling in for her during her maternity leave. My brain doesn't work like it did four kids ago and I am struggling to remember my few training sessions. It seriously took me over an hour yesterday to figure out one deposit. And I had three to do. And payroll to do. I am an idiot. This is on top of my daycare duties and motherly mandates. I couldn't sleep last night with all this on my mind. Finally at midnight I took some Tylenol p.m. and dozed off around 1:00 waking several times before morning. My back has to feel better. It just has too. I'm gonna go cry now.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
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2 people not afraid to say something:
I still can't believe it! Like I said this morning, it's just not fair! You've put in so much time and work and you've sacrificed so much to reach your goal, it just has to work out! I'm sure it will. It it too late to enter the wheelchair division?
My back gives me trouble too. I have a Chiropractor that I love! I went in for an adjustment/massage the day before my 1/2 Marathon last month and it did wonders. I live in the same area as Jen so if you do end up staying up here I'd be happy to pass on the referral.
Ah, getting thrust into the work world can indeed be frustrating and stressful. Is there anyone at work that can walk you through it again just to refresh your memory? hang in there...
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